End of the year

It is end of the year. So what did I do in a year?. Nothing much and nothing to proud of. Life goes on as usual. It is a tiring year with too many melodramas.  So these are the significant events happened in a year

1. Moving

I have asked to move  from the rented house when I was in the middle of submitting my thesis. It was such a melodrama  landlord i had which I don't feel like talking about. It is a such horrible experience. Nevertheless, I'm feeling happy in a new house.

2. Study
Alhamdulillah I have gone through viva and thesis correction. This is the part also which I don't feel like talking about the bitter sweet memory of it.

3. Crying
I did not cry for a long time until i said to a friend 'kak, hati saya keras sgt ke?'. I think I become a really heartless person. somebody without any feeling

4. Accident
For the third time, I met with the accident. A police man knocked my car. sigh

5. Chess
For the first time in my life playing in a tournament, I got nothing to bring back. Maybe I have lost the skill to play or maybe a lack of practise.

6. Flood
It was the worse flood ever I saw in my entire life. We lost almost everything in the flood. It was not the the damages of electrical appliances or the  furniture that made me really sad but the lost of the my childhood pictures in the album.

7. New Zealand
This is the country I had visited this year. This is the the only event I enjoy my self. Since it was one of the happiest moment, I share a picture of New Zealand

Notes

1. Prayer is not a "spare wheel" that you pull out when in trouble, but it is a "steering wheel" that directs the right path throughout.
2. So why is a car's windshield so large and the rear view mirror so small?
Because our past is not as important as our future. So, look ahead and move on.
3. Friendship is like a book. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write.
4. All things in life are temporary. If it's going well, enjoy it, that won't last long. If it's going badly, don't worry, that won't last long either.
5. Old friends are gold. New friends are diamonds. If you get a diamond, don't forget the gold because to hold a diamond, you always need a base of gold.
6. Often when we lose hope and think this is the end, it is just a bend, not the end!
7. When ALLAH SWT solves your problems, you have faith in abilities; when ALLAH SWT doesn't solve your problems, He has faith in your abilities.
8. A blind person asked a wise man: "Can there be anything worse than losing eye sight?" He replied, "Yes, losing your vision!"
9. When you pray for others, ALLAH SWT listens to you and blesses them; sometimes when you are safe and happy, remember that someone has prayed for you.
10. Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles, it takes away today's peace.
11. Worrying about doing something is always worse than actually doing it.

1. I don't know what should I put for the title of this entry
2. Time flies, it is already September and almost the end of Syawal. I should wish Selamat Hari Raya eventhough it is a bit late.
3. Life wasn't really great lately but well...life goes on
4. In this syawal I lost the last sibling of my late mother. My uncle passed away unexpectedly- Al fatihah
5. Teaching is stressful nowadays
6. SELAMAT HARI RAYA. Here some pictures of cheerful hari raya

Salam Ramadhan

It is almost the end of Ramadhan.This month passed so fast. Not like last year during the Ramadhan, this year  I'm not so energetic. Even going to the class is so tiring. Blame on the hot weather that makes me so lembik or it is because of aging. Ha3x. But Alhamdulillah I still do what occasionally done during Ramadhan. Sometimes it is done by  fighting with my lethargic. well... I pray I can do better in ibadah with 10 days left. Hopefully I will be more stronger and energetic. Insyallah...

It's already June and I missed her

1. It is already 2/3 of June. It is half the year and yes again how time flies
2. This month there will be another nisfu syaaban which mark that Ramadhan is just near by.
3. This month is the 25th years my beloved mother left me. Al fatihah
4. Please doa for me to face the "test" that i will be going through early next month. Either I like it or not I have to face it and yes i need
your doa.
5. I realized how I missed my mother now and yes I already lost the barakah of a mother's doa for the last 25 years.

A Long Leave

I take a long leave covering the labour day until the election day. I thought  I just need a break after having having a busy schedule for the whole semester.  A friend made a joke and saying I was eager to vote. Having a day off from work I realized I don't need a break coz I don't know what to do.  eat,  sleep, watching tv, cooking and  went for shopping do not not excite me anymore.  I think I just enjoy my life in my cubicle office and feeling like busy @ maybe I just need a holiday far away from home. Btw, this picture was taken last year while enjoying myself eating seafood with my chess team.

No news is a good news

While taking an ablution a friend asked me - what a good news?. At the moment I have nothing to share or nothing to tell. But knowing what she meant I answered -sometimes no news is a good news. True enough, right?