For the last couple of weeks I'm not a productive student. I'm not doing anything worthwhile and I'm indulging myself (procrastinating a lot, day dreaming a lot, sleeping a lot, eating a lot (kononnya stress). I know my academic obligation doesn't allow to indulge myself too much but the momentum to study is not there for me.
Everytime I open the book I just give an empty look without passion to read. There are many times I try to read but it doesn't go straight to my heart or my head. Sigh! I couldn't muster all the strength to read even a page of a book. All the sentences seem to make me puke and I need extra extra extra strong momentum & motivation to make me going on reading. I can't even force my brain to accept or swallow what I read. Again SIGH!
Am I up to my maximum utility in reading or am I getting old where I am not energetic or my brain is not so sharp anymore to absorb what I read? Done with excuses but where is my momentum and motivation? I badly need it now. Again & again sigh.
Everytime I open the book I just give an empty look without passion to read. There are many times I try to read but it doesn't go straight to my heart or my head. Sigh! I couldn't muster all the strength to read even a page of a book. All the sentences seem to make me puke and I need extra extra extra strong momentum & motivation to make me going on reading. I can't even force my brain to accept or swallow what I read. Again SIGH!
Am I up to my maximum utility in reading or am I getting old where I am not energetic or my brain is not so sharp anymore to absorb what I read? Done with excuses but where is my momentum and motivation? I badly need it now. Again & again sigh.
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wei makcik biar betul, tension sangat ke sampai banyak sangat SIGH? Relax le ,tak baik ngeluh byk2.
Dear Azuriy, Assalamua'laikum,
First of all, this situation is NORMAL. DON'T BE SAD. Its normal for us sometimes to face this kind of situation. It doesn't matter either we are a student or else. Moreover you are in the middle of your study where commonly, it is the difficult/hard period. However, my advice is, please do something that can keep your self motivated.
My suggestion; i. recheck your diet. Change your 'tonic' i.e. nescafe to a better tonic like supplementary drink for hafazan student or the best water in the world - zam2 water. Also, take a lot of good fruits coz they make you 'glow'. Eliminate taking junk food as it is not good for your memory. ii. Try the best you can to consistently read Quran every morning after suboh pray, even for one page. Replace with salawat 21 times for the day that you can't read Quran. iii. Exercise! It will make your body active and blood circulation better.
Wallahua'lam, and keep smiling. Hope you will get better condition since Ramadhon is around the corner. Selamat berpuasa, I-lal-li-qa' was-sa-la-mah.
Banyak-banyak berdoa moga dierangkan hati dan dilapangkan dada.
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