Regarding to my previous entry a colleague of mine (K.Rusnah) asked me a question what did I do if I didn’t get what I read. So I answered, I read it again and again (it is simple to say/ advice rather than to be done). The truth is for the last few weeks to get the idea of what I read, I don’t know how many times I read the books or how many times I felt dizzy and how many times I fall asleep while reading my books. The things I read didn’t go smoothly to my head. However, I believe sooner or later I will comprehend the ideas or the theories in the books. It will take times but I will be in tense because I’m racing against time. If I plot the graph time against achievement I don’t think I dare to analyze the graph. After 9 months of studying I started to doubt whether I am slow leaner?
Sometimes when I didn’t get what I read I started to think I’m being punished for what I said to my ex students. “How come you cannot get the simple theory like this?’ There was few times this sentence slipped out from my mouth. I couldn’t put myself in their shoes. I thought the theories I taught was really a cinch. Now I know the feeling when you cannot get something easily. I always I think I’m good in academic and I didn’t have many problems in my previous degrees. Thus, sometimes I forgot all the knowledge and the ability I have was bestowed by God Al-Mighty. It all belongs to Al Mighty and I shouldn’t be proud of myself. Insaf.!
Saya memohon kemaafan jika ada kesalahan dan kesilapan kerana dibimbangi mungkin telah menghijabkan ilmu daripada difahami selama ini.
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Dear Azuriy, Assalamua'laikum,
La Tahzan. Memohon kemaafan adalah perbuatan terpuji, ia merendahkan diri kita di hadapan Allah dan membuat kita insaf. Tapi beringat,..jangan sampai kita tidak berlaku adil pada diri kita sendiri, iaitu mempersalahkannya habis-habisan. Apa yg terjadi adalah qada'&qadar Allah. Saya percaya saudari ikhlas semasa mengajar, maka tiada apa yg perlu dirisaukan sngt thdp kata2 'biasa' dr seorang pendidik kpd anak muridnya.
Keep motivating & cheering your self sis. Check also whether our 'roh' is getting a right 'tonic' and enough 'food' from us. Recites doa and salawat before read book might insyaAllah helps. Never too late for us to start doing all the above. Remember sis, you are doing 'PhD'- Pohon(dr Allah)hingga Dapat.
Wallahua'lam. I-lal-li-qa' was-sa-la-mah.
Assalamua'laikum Azuriy,
I just got this tip today and it is good to share;
..If you truly love yourself then don't regret the past, it's what made you who you are today!
Diet tip;..Eating more bananas will help you get enough vitamin B6 in your diet. Research suggests that vitamin B6 is important for proper neurotransmitter functions. It may also help in preventing mood disorders,such as depression. For an easy vitamin B6 fix, add
banana slices to your breakfast cereal. One medium banana contains about a milligram of vitamin B6.
..Keep smiling. Wassalam
Makcik, anda sentiasa dimaafi, lebih-lebih lagi di bulan puasa ni. Sama2lah kita bermaafan.
K.Lin pun sma jugak mohon maaf sempena Ramadhan. Don't worry u r smart girl! Happy fasting
dear zu...
You are not a slow learner it just that as we become older there's lot of thing in our mind...
I have a slow learner pupils... it takes lot of efforts to teach them. Sometimes they make you feel give up and gerammm sesangat! But they also make i realize that how lucky i am. Even we are "NOT SO CLEVER" at least we are very lucky to be where we are n to be who i am today... N the most important thing.... i really like teaching!!!
'Life rewards effort, not excuses' - Andrew Mathews
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