Alhamdulillah, finally I lifted out half of the burden I was carrying on. I was urged to do that for so many times but never have confidence to do so. It was until I was utterly exhausted and a friend said there are only three possibilities i have to face. I mustered my strength and gut and made a decision. I did it at last, the thing I should have done since last year. Half of my heart and head feel really empty but another half feel so anxious. Well... hope for the best. For the time being, I have other burden of commitment to settle. Sigh... kerja yg tak pernah abis or am i the one who really enjoy working and be under pressure?
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Dear Azuriy, Assalamua'laikum,
Alhamdulillah (the same first word we used). I also 'tumpang' happy on your gut to make decision. "Orang yang takut untuk membuat keputusan tak akan berani sampai bila-bila".
I would suggest you not to forget to perform sujud syukur (just do it even you just realized it. never too late to do good deeds).
Kerja yang tak pernah habis merupakan satu kelebihan yang patut kita gunakan sebaiknya. Lakukan kerana Allah dgn jalan syaria't, maka jadilah ia ibadah bagi kita yang tak pernah habis (wallahua'klam).
I also pray to Allah for your safety and security. Take a really good care of your self. Always alert on people surrounding you. Especially for ladies, always look at your dressing before going out of the house even for a little while. Keep reciting doa "Abu Darda" and "Bismillahillazi Layadurrumaa'smihi.." (ila akhir)
Keep smiling Sis. May Allah forgive you and me, and other muslims as well. Ilalliqa' wassalamah
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