A Month & A Mess
I finished my last coursework exam. Life was a bit up side down for a month. My house was really in a mess. I like washing my clothes but not folding it. As for me it takes longer time to fold all the clothes. After the exam ended I started to organize back my life and my house. But it was a month housework. There was a time when I called my sister and and jokingly asking whether I can borrow her maid. I thought she will said "orang lain belajar jugak tapi takde lah kelam kabut macam awak but instead of she replied "ambiklah" and asking me why didn't hire a cleaner fro U*M to clean to do the housework once a while. Sis, you are so supportive! Ha3x, but I think I still manage to do my own.
Can't Live With You, Can't Live Without You
I finished my last exam. For a month all I did was sitting in my study room holding my books one after another. Hence, before the exam ended, I promised myself to give a break for few days not touching any books and enjoy myself by going for shopping, watching television, sleeping or doing whatever I like. Then, the night after I finished my exam I couldn't even sleep, even though for all this while that was the thing I wish to do - getting enough sleep. During the exam weeks, I was so tempted to watch TV and all the TV programmes seemed to be really interesting. I tried to watch TV but now all the programmes failed to interest me. Went for shopping a day after and again I didn't put my heart into it and went back home empty handed.
I miss the time during my exam weeks, I miss my books. I'm not exaggerating this! Yes, I miss my books even though I cannot describe how much I hate to read all those books during the exam time. How I feel like puking to look at the books. Everything other than reading seems to be interesting during the exam weeks. That time how I wished I could have a good sleep or watching TV instead of studying. I planned everything that I will do after the exam but now it doesn't interest me at all. Yes, again, I miss my books but I don't want to hold it at the moment.
1 comment:
Assalamua'laikum Dear Azuriy,
Alhamdulillah! your exam period has gone. Congratulation you finished them all and you now have chance to smile and laugh a bit before the next period comes. If you missed your books, try not to miss reading something beneficial to your study in a day. That means, you have successfully made a reading habit your culture. What you are feeling is to me, "benci tapi rindu" he3x. My advice, after you've gone through hardship and tough situation to have that culture in you, a bit 'sayang' to let it go. So just maintain by reading any articles everyday even for 15 minutes.
Besides rearranging and cleaning your house, perhaps you can also go back to your "kampung", like you always said, your father missed you.
Keep smiling Sis, wa-lal-li-qa' was-sa-la-mah
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