Time is like a flowing river, no water passes beneath your feet twice.
This is the last day of the year. It passes so fast until I don't know what I really do this year. Except there are more wrinkles and age signs not much achievement I have. When I want to fill the KPI form it took me so much time to stare at the form and thinking what have i done throughout the year. It was the same thing when a friend asked for my CV to apply for a research grant. It wasn't impressive at all and I realized how not productive I am this year.
When thinking it back, my life is really upside down throughout the year. There are more down part rather than upside part. There are so much thing to be juggling of. It is more busy, busy, busy but I don't really know what I have done actually. It makes me really tired, exhausted mentally and physically. No.. no...Not that I'm not really grateful with what I have but there were times when I was out of my wit to think about things go around me. I remember my SV always said that I'm strong but little did he or others know how fragile I am.
Unless I get 1 million dollar before 12.01 tonight (don't get me wrong I have no money problem so far Alhamdulillah) or I get a really GREAT news that makes me jump or scream outloud and smile from ear to ear, I will say 2012 is not a really great year for me. But I should mention it is not also a terrible year as i did a small things that makes myself proud of it. Oooo... I think I should blog this part later if only I have time to do so. Ha3x
Resolution? do I have resolution before.?Ha3x. but just hope another great year ahead. Insyaaallah
2 comments:
Dear Azuriy, Assalamua'laikum,
Extracted this from your own blog page;
“Have patience, no matter what the difficulty and no matter how dark the road ahead seems. For truly, with patience comes victory, and with difficulty relief follows close behind.”
(’Aaidh ibn Abdullah al-Qarni)
As mentioned by your SV, you really a strong person Sis. You feel fragile because to tell ourselves that there is nothing could be done without the permission from Allah. It is also showing a concept of total "perhambaan" to Allah. We just do what Allah wants us to do as muslim, but it is up to Allah to "reward" us with good or bad results. Remember, we are the "hamba". Nevertheless, we are allowed to make as much doa as possible because Allah really like to hear all those kind of "rintihan" from HIS "hamba". So, lets keep making good doas to Allah especially our "safety".
Kita perlu ada sangka baik kepada Allah yang betul2 "besar" yg melampaui dari apa yg kita harapkan dan dapat fikirkan, kerana ia bersesuaian dengan "keagungan" yang ada pada Allah (to understand this, we need to learn "tasawwuf")
Wallahua'klam. You are doing great Sis. Keep smiling. We make doas for more great achievements this year for you and me.
Ilalliqa' wassalamah.
Dear Azuriy, Assalamua'laikum,
Sempena bulan maulidinnabiy s.a.w. saya nak mengingatkan diri saya dan ingin mengajak saudari bersama-sama meningkatkan lagi amalan sunnah rasulullah pd diri kita.
Hadis Rasulullah; "tidak beriman seseorang kamu selagi diri ku tidak dicintainya melebihi kedua ibu bapanya, anak2nya, org2 lain disekelilingnya malah dirinya sendiri"
Betapa besarnya nikmat kita menjadi umat rasulullah, right Sis?
Keep smiling Sis, ilalliqa' wassalamah
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